Checked that box, thank lotr.

+ Cottage was amazingly hilarious. Except for some things that went poorly in and around the cottage itself (overflowing tap, messy un-helped by guests clean-up) I think everyone had a good time. Guest list included best firends as well as two exes. YES I CHECKED THAT EX BOX. ABOUT FOUR TIMES. IT WAS AMAZING.

- The warp I'm stuck in because of those certain evening happenings is obviously my own fault and not at all regretted but still causing heart palpitations. What this may have done to others.

- Job search is horrible. Horrible.

- Could pause to finish my fucking taxes but I won't.

-Don't know how this Tues/Wed weekend of mine could be any less productive or more boring. Alone with my thoughts is killing me. I've been feeling lame and down (and cold) and lonely. Yesterday and today have been spent thinking "It's only like 11h am, what the fuck am I going to do all day".

+ ...there seriously aren't any pluses today. Let's wait to see what my fb inbox says later. Fuck my fb inbox.

+ Spent some time at Lexi's work with her, drawing, blabbing, setting up some serious ten year old ringuette playing girls for Laser Tag. Realized that I now must play Laser Tag. Or at least control the smoke machine at all times.

- Ahhh sent some pretty lame drunk texts to a guy who probably didn't want to hear what my drunk fingers had to say. Have since sort of apologized without reading over the sms thread. Hope it's not as bad as I seem to remember.Dude did not care. Don't remember much from the cottage weekend. Kind of wish I did. Self control went back to what it was at 16. Can you blame me? It was beyond hot. Over and over.

+ MARTINE IS COMING TO MONTREAL I'M JUST WAITING TO FIND OUT WHEN!!! UNFORTUNATELY I WAS LURKING BOB'S FB FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS AND IT LOOKS LIKE MAYBE HE'S GOING TO BE HERE AS WELL... HOW DOES THIS ALL COME BACK TO HAUNT ME AT ONCE??